LaZy SuNDayZ
10.30am in the morning and my G4 is playing soothing jazz music. Really love this feeling of complete calm and peace.
Almost at the end of my housemanship year and I’ve really changed this year. So many things happened that altered my ideals, perceptions and beliefs. And it crosses all avenues of my life, from work to realtionships to religion. It’s related to the people I’ve met, fellow colleagues, people I’ve dated and my patients. Just saw a nice quote in a mag i was reading ” the world is your classroom”. Just couldn’t agree more with this.
I’ve to confess that some days i can get pretty selfish, forget my lessons and return to my old ways. After the moment passes, I always have to catch myself and sit down to reflect. We are all intelligent people, capable of thinking and analysing. I used to let the days go by and let whatever happens happen. Nowadays, I actually enjoy sitting down and thinking through what is it I want out of life. It’s just too easy to say I dont know because too many people will end up getting hurt. We do have a certain degree of control over life. And that’s what matters, so those around me dont have to suffer repercussions of my actions.
But of course, life is never black and white and not everyone will share my sentiments. There’ll always be broken hearts to mend, arguments to settle, not to mention the unforeseen situations life will throw at us. I’ve been a fortunate child, brought up in a loving family with what some may perceive as an ideal environment. But I’ve come to realise tt life’s not perfect, no one’s perfect, it’s only our ideals that are.
I’m still learning, I’ll probably still be learning when I hit 100 yrs but I’m sure we’ll all be =) So here’s to many more years of loving life and living it.
With LOve *HugZ*
